I Don't actually know what to say. I guess I can start from the beginning. Um I don't have the best life in the world I have had to move many times and I have lived in some very bad places(aren't we all). I always lived like every one wants me to because I feel I have to or else I cant live. Not until recently I have always thought I was a normal crazy imaginative kid but, I might not actually be. I can never show my true emotions. I feel like there is no one I can trust and I think I am emo. I am not completely sure just yet and I need help sorting out my emotions so I need help. I cant put a lot in here because I cant explain myself to people because I feel they wont be able to understand. So if someone can help me out with my emotions I will be very happy and might explain more P.S. I love bands like my chemical romance, Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides, All American Rejects, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Blood On The Dance Floor, etc. I love wearing black but my favorite color is blue. I don't feel pain but I haven't went through everything and I do not judge people for anything.
This is how I have my hair or atleast in two months
Depression You are always, or normally, feel sad.[x] You always, or normally, are crying. You find no hope in your future.[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.[x] You are anti-social.[x] You have low self esteem.[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.[x] Total: 7
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right. You have to keep things in a certain order. You have harmed yourself.[x] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS. Total: 2
Schizophrenia/Anxiety You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape. You can sometimes be confused about reality and fantasy.[x] I just said someone is behind you....now you just looked to make sure.[x] You have many fears. You feel something/someone is watching you when you're home alone.[x] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.[x] You are very shy.[x] You talk to yourself sometimes [x] Total: 6